Blessed

Been so lazy to online lately. I'm just too lazy to face social networks. Well, I hate social networks actually but sometimes, it's the only place I can connect with my friends freely! so, uhm yea.

Recently, I've been receiving some scholarships. Received both MARA-UniKL, MARA-UTM for engineering. Full scholarship for foundation in science (including a free ipad haha!) from City University College of Science and Technology. MARA loan for pre-medic and MD-UKM degree from Allianze University College of Medical Sciences. President scholarship from MSU. And others some unknown universities. Segi gave me the letters for twice. What even -.- But I don't know why... I'm not interested with these. I'm still aiming for asasi sains hayat at Universiti Malaya anyway.

Last night, my friend told me that she got MARA scholarship. So I was like, genti aku sikdapat bah! But then, I still check it. So I've key-in my ic number and something appeared...

TADAAA! Alhamdulillah I've got interview for medicine at Taylor's University at subang jaya! I'll be studying at Taylor's for foundation in health science (one year) plus degree in medicine (5 years). At the third year of degree, I can choose whether I want to further my studies at the school of medicine, Taylor's OR St. George Medical School, University of London! As long as I get more than 3.5 CGPA pointer.

BUT this is not confirmed yet. I have to face the interview this thursday! Yet, I've to cancel my JPJ test because I'm supposed to have my JPJ test that day.

Wish me luck guys!!!

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SPM results released

It's been hectic days ever since I've received my SPM results. So... Am I too late? lol sorry. Imma tell ya a bit about my results day, 21st March 2013.

So I slept very earlier and of course, I woke up just before Subuh. Keep on praying to calm myself. There was no one else can help me except Allah. And guess what? I almost forgot it was my birthday! Most of my friends were like "Happy birthday Em! Good luck for your results" or even worst "Happy birthday Em! May I know your results?" Idk it's a sincere wish or just for sake of knowing my result. But duh, wtv. My family whatsapp-ed me just to scareee me expecially my siblings! And suddenly they predicted that my result will be 7As 3Bs? What I expected was 6As and I'm hoping for 8As and above.

Arrived at school approximately 10.15AM. Yeaaaa I'm late and straight As students announced! There's no my name... That somehow broke me apart. But I didn't cry. Yea... I was strong enough to accept that fact. I'm happy instead. Why? Because my bestfriends got straight As! And most of my classmates got 8As1B :) They effort paid it. As I walked to my class teacher, Mdm Fatimah who taught bio. I was hella worried! Ecspecially my Biology. Allah the Almighty never disappointed me. Mdm was like "wowww your Biology is A" but I was just keep calm, a bit happy. When I saw the whole of my slip, I got 7As3Bs. Yes I took 10 subjects. But I'm thankful, because all the Bs are B+. So I hugged my mom and whatsapp-ed my siblings. The truth is, they knew earlier from me! My dad told them. They don't have any magic at alllllll -.-

I guess now I know what I want to be based on my SPM results. Engineering? nah, scratch that. I guess I'll be taking medicine or dentistry. Just wait and see...

Keep calm and take picture lol.

My scarf messed up after hugging people -.-

Went home happily and suddenly ze bestie, Ainun called me. She asked me out to celebrate my birthday! Awang as our driver of the day hahaha. They got straight As anyway ^.^ We went to lunch somewhere (err I don't remember the exact name of the restaurant lol) she treat me the whole lunch. Thanks for Awang too eventhough he was just a driver and treat me for only RM2? LOL I appreciated that though :)

And finally, celebrated my birthday with my family at Secret Recipe!It was the best birthday I've ever had indeed.

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It's just a beginning

Can't believe that time flies so fast? Did Time used rocket or something? Jizz. Instead of receiving my SPM results tomorrow, I'll be celebrating my birthday. YES FRICKIN BIRTHDAYYY. It's either a very awesome birthday or a very sad birthday...

There's nothing I can do now instead of praying, praying and praying. I'm just a planner but Allah is the one who made the decision for my life. If I get a bad results, I believe that maybe, my opportunities to succeed is still far away which, I still have to try harder next time. If excellent, Alhamdulillah.

Received a call from one of the private university yesterday. They asked about my forecast result. I was like "errrr, I'll just wait for my SPM results" Yea I'm such a dumbass during trial exam but nevermind. They told me that if I get 8As and above, I'll enroll in their foundation in medical studies with some financial aids. That sounds nice aite? But I can't make any decision yet until my results release.

I, being the youngest children in this family is receiving a very high expectations from my parents. I just don't want to disappoint them anymore. Well, I can just expect for the worst, hope for the best. That's it. Pray for me!!!

Pale face of mine but I really miss this moment. Got straight As in PMR. Just hope, the history will be repeated.

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